Today, I simply feel like screaming, crying, and steaming. Do you ever have those limbo moments when you don’t really know what’s affecting you? When you’re unsure of the right mood or reaction?
Well, I get those moments sometimes, and lately, I’ve been in that space. Recently, I hit a low point. I just wasn’t sure how to react because I kept complaining about everything and anything. While sulking, I decided to do nothing for a while, and during that reflection, I noticed two things.
The first was that the day’s events hadn’t gone as expected. (If you’ve read my blogs, you know I’ve spoken about this character trait before.) Anyway, after processing everything, I felt a bit better and reminded myself that instead of complaining about things I don’t like, I can try to change them—while also accepting that they don’t have to happen on my terms or timeline.
The second thing I realized was the uncertainty of my current state. I can’t fully explain it, but the best way I can put it is this: I am at peace, yet I feel jumpy. Makes no sense, right?
In two aspects of my life, I’m waiting for something to happen. I know it will happen, but I don’t know when. I feel it coming, yet the human in me gets emotional sometimes. So today, instead of fixating on those things and drowning in complaints, I’ve decided to:
- Live in the present.
- Be thankful for the peace and joy I experience.
- Remain hopeful for the future that awaits me. (This is tough, but I’m learning that gratitude changes everything.)
- Take one moment at a time.
- Guard my joy so I can guard the joy of those around me. (Which is why I’m not screaming through this post today!🥲)
Darling, life is never 100% what we expect, but when we choose not to be defeated—even when we’re down—we remain victors.
With genuine smiles that transcend into hugs of warmth. 💕✨
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