Today, I had a conversation with you in my head—and it went something like this:
I want to open up to you.
To let go.
To be my complete self with you.
To be vulnerable—without fearing the unknown, or whether the feeling is mutual.
To know I’m in a safe place, without doubts.
To believe I’m making progress.
To feel certain I’m not just in my head, overthinking everything.
I want to live in my present, dream of the future, and gently release my past.
I just hope I haven’t made a mistake by expressing all this—on impulse—when maybe I should’ve just buried it till it faded away.
I don’t know if I’m asking a question… or just letting it out. Lol!
That’s it.
That’s the whole story.
It’s how I felt in church today.
How I’ve felt all day, honestly.
Maybe I’m too intense.
Maybe I care too deeply.
Maybe I’ve fallen harder than I planned.
Hmmmm… I’ve started ranting.
Alright Byeeeee!
😅
With blushing smiles
HerSplendidThoughts

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